Friday, June 13, 2003TERENCE: these fews days are super fucked up... it's official.... I LOST MY PENCIL CASE.. i am really upset about it.. it's a rather nice one and although i found it, i have grown rather attached to it.... haiz anyway, if i manage to go to Embassy tomorrow night, it would definitely be a MIRACLE.. i wanna go because of my friends!! *sobsob* i can't believe i am bitchin about small stuff like that.. i don't see the nice and good side of life anymore... it's scary because i don't even feel like talking nowadays.. all that comes out are lame crap shit that helps form a thick facade giving everyone ideas to think that i am still bubbly and joyful.. the truth is i do need a break... i don't want to quiet down because people will ask why.. people will ask about the difference in behaviour.. i don't wanna keep on repeating the same problems.. it's sick to keep on reminding yourself.. it's like being reminded that you have been raped.. i am raped of my freedom.. i feel restricted.. i wanna break out.. i just can't stand it.. clinging on by my little pinky, on the edge, with my mouth taped, hoping that i still have the strength left to prevent me from falling... LISTENING TO BOXCAR RACER - AND I / NIRVANA - RAPE MEposted by Terence on 9:11:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Wednesday, June 11, 2003TERENCE: woke up late and feeling super tired... walked into lecture late... the geography lesson today was extremely BORING..... was suppose to to go to Maxwell Market to eat breakfast but we ended up at Raffles CIty Food Junction... after that, we were on our excursion to the URA.......it was rather FUN!! not that the place is interesting but just that we talked so much rubbish within ourselves that we were really entertained...... ....... ok anyway, we took a whole LOT of pictures today... here's a good photo:
(finally the timer on the camera came in useful as the shot is Hands Free!)
posted by Terence on 9:36:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Tuesday, June 10, 2003TERENCE: camp just ended today.. i'm tired.. physically and mentally.. camp was good.. made me find out that i am NOT totally prepared for ASPIRE (another camp from 21-24).. gosh and after reading everyone's blog, i am missing out alot.. i so miss everyone!!! my mom isn't happy about me now.. says that i don't study... grounded me till the end of promo exams.. and i was like WHAT THE FUCK!?!? I want to go clubbing, want to drip some alcohol down my throat.. and i want to do well for my mid-year common test.. my mom even made me read the Horoscope section in the STREATS newspaper.. the report says that i should consider working hard now.. and then it quoted a phrase.. "you want to pay later? or you want to play later?" it makes sense.. i even thought of skipping the Embassy party.. but then again i want to see my friends.. haiz.. i DO really have ALOT of things to do.. ok things aside.. i watched Finding Nemo with Chow Wee today.. nice show!! ok anyway, she's standing right behind me looking at me type this shit.. i wonder how sarcastic i can get... argh!! i will end here.. will blog tomorrow.. going to the URA for excursion (Learing Journey) , will have pictures!! she just scolded me again.. i will quote what she just said.. "you better get good results for your mid-year exams i tell you!! I AM SERIOUS!! what time already??? you are still online!!! i will just throw this thing away (points at the modem) and i will just pay the subscription every month.. you better watch out!! i am really serious this time!" and she storms off!! hahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahahahahhaha fuck me fuck my life i hate it i so fucking hate it i hate my mom fuck her she's damm irritating argh fuck!!!!!!!posted by Terence on 11:45:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ /archives |
